Thursday, September 4, 2008

The Rain


I see you first.

Not in the form that you exist in but the signs that come before you. The dark clouds you roll with that foreshadow your arrival, the rolling thunder u hang around for survival scaring away the signs of your rival. You could never shine like the sun, so instead you chose to hide it, tucking the feelings it brings inside your shirt pocket. You usually pick your day sparingly, knowing that for every moment you exist is another you don't. Not to me. But today, your different. Your confident in your approach, taking your time to enjoy how far your reach is extending. It seems you came with more than the usual suspect, gustov's, hannah's, Ike's and such. You seem rejuvinated, basking in your new found glory. You haven't felt this way since she left you.

Staring out my window watching your reach cover over towers and lakes, followed by a whisper. Silenty the leaves on the trees began to tip, and suddenly this t-shirt won't cut it today. Suddenly its no longer summer and just as suddenly your whisper turns into a deep breath, warning the rest of us that you won't just be passing by this day. Your not just made of empty threats this morning. You dare us to ignore you, to enjoy our days as they have been. We accept your challenge. As we ourselves brace for the inevitable, knowing whats coming but not caring becasue our lives are more important than your moment. There is a second, your whisper stops, and for a moment it seems to be over.

Then you appear, first shyly peering over rooftops, soft steps onto the pavement feeling your way around before the main event. Your subtly hides your true purpose and like a the angry child you are, you take the inch and go for the mile. From those footsteps you find the confidence to take off running, faucet, waterfall, showerhead, all inspiration to you. Beating down the streets by the gallons, the clouds you hide behind open up to allow you total freedom and you take advantage. We no longer can igrore you, we just look for an escape, the unsuspecting, the innocent, looking for some way out. You don't care, you just want to fall and bring us down with you. Your puddles become quicksand as some of us find ourselves swimming in a pool we weren't looking for.

and just as it seems like this will last forever, like there will be no pots of gold, skittles rainbows type moments. you stop. The rolling waves of thunder began to feel distant, they, without lighting just don't see the fun. The clouds start moving without you, knowing you'll get the hint soon enough. and you do, backstepping the same way you came in. As you retreat into the clouds, sympathy creeps its way into your thoughts and you allow the sun a way back into the club. Not too much, just enough to give us a glimmer of hope, too allow our spirits to rise. More for your benifit than anything for you enjoy smashing those same spirit down again. and your gone. drifting away to find another place to touch down, another place to turn gray, red fitted's and bright kicks must piss you off. But, its cool. Its your job, its your existence. its who you are.

The Rain.

Picture this.....


12 Years ago, Do or Die dropped "Picture this" re-introduced Twista and gave another face to the windy city. On some random ish, Johny P came to my highschool and performed. I think he had a new single or something but. yea. Peep.

Number One with a bullet......


Considering the violence that is currently going on in my city man, this is must see TV for these kids.

True shit.......

I was saying happy bday to one of my guys, when I saw this quote on his page. I want all my ladies to read and cherish this. 4real. Lol. N/p

Things I Would Love Ladies to Understand
Please note... these are all numbered "1"
ON PURPOSE!

1. Men are NOT mind readers .

1. Learn to work the toilet seat.
You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.

1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be.

1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way.

1. Crying is blackmail.

1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one:
Subtle hints do not work!
Strong hints do not work!
Obvious hints do not work!
Just say it!

1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.

1. Come to me with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what I do. Sympathy is what
your girlfriends are for.

1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a Problem. See a doctor.

1. Anything I said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become null and void after 7 Days.

1. If you won't dress like the Victoria 's Secret girls, don't Expect me to act like a soap opera guy.

1. If you think you're fat, you probably are. Don't ask me

1. If something I said can be interpreted two ways and one of them makes you sad or angry, then I meant the other one .

1. Whenever possible, Please say whatever you have to say during commercials.

1. Also, whenever possible, please do not talk to me when I am talking on the telephone. I can hear only one person at a time.

1. ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings.
Peach, for example, is a fruit, not A color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. Ihave no idea what mauve is.

1. If it itches, it will be scratched. Its what I do

1. If I ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," I will act like nothing's wrong
I know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle, besides I know you will bring it up again later.

1. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, Expect an answer you don't want to hear.

1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine... Really .

1. Don't ask me what I’m thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as baseball, the shotgun formation, or golf.

1. You have enough clothes.

1. You have too many shoes.

1. If you want to have sex, don’t flirt all day and not expect I need head first.

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Not so far back flash back video.....



Jack's Mannequin "Dark Blue"

Girls of the summer......



This isn't about Zoe Kravitz,

although,


I wish I could see her walking down the street. No, instead this is about the wonderful time of year, when summer is nearing its end but it's still nowhere near fall. As I find myself enjoying the weather which will turn @ any moment (what r u gonna do....its the chi) I find myself gazing, not at the skyscrapers, or the lake, or the beach, or @ the distance between me and the receptionist in my financial aid office. I find myself gazing at legs and faces that match them. I love this time of year because all the girls standing in the line come chill a little closer to home. I love girls man. I love em all. I feel like I'm in the music video, and all of them are beautiful man. Maybe that's just my outlook right now, cause I've been putting things together all summer. Air Raid mixtape coming soon with 20 song on there. I'm excited about the material finally getting out there. Considering its free I hope you guys give it a show.


A new outlook matched by some music, I got a joint called Higher that might need a band by the way, and I'm still searching for a girl who doesn't mind singing backup behind ya boy. I just wrapped up a interview with The Lemur which was pretty dope, not nardwaurdian(made that word up.lol) But dope. I'm currently working on a music video for this song I made called "I'm Fresh" for all my fresh kids out here. um.....shows.....performing @ the funky buddha on the 17th....and I'm supposed to be doing something tonite, like a aids benefit I think.....um...more happening all the time. It just springs up but I love it...and I'm about to get 2 new tat's. Its true when they say its addictive, thats real.





Good things man though. I'm seeing too many of them though, maybe because I felt the summer was kind of dry. She's beautiful, and she's gorgeous, and I'm on that one, and damn! shoulda held out for THAT one. It's gonna be a good year for crew and I. I was talking to my friend yesterday and she brought up this idea of a word called relationship......Not for me. Unless I find a zoe or a rhianna in the fray, I'm single like pringles baby. If you think you qualify though, give it a shot, I'm taking a couple of em. lol.



Listening to her......


Lauryn Hill: The World is a hustle.
and I was just talking about missing Lauryn Hills voice a few weeks ago. I hope this a preview of things to come.