Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Live from Sub-T..........








Me & The Smoking Section @ Sub-T. Hope to catch you guys at the next one.

Found.......

Found

Maybe we should've listened to our instincts.
The quiet screams that reside in the back of our minds.
Red lights and warning signs.
Find our excitement at the idea.
Or ignoring.
Exploring.
Knowing that what we recognize is getting to harder to find.
The farther we climb.
In search of our own dreams, we stumble into each other.
Tripping, Trying hard not fall in.
When we've already learned what goes into it.
Or that you never really make it out.
But then we're making out.
Waking up to eyes as piercing as my own.
Just hoping they don't stab me in the back.
I suppose you were feeling the same.
Our back stories don't lend well to trust.
And things of that nature.
Another sign that we shouldn't become us.
Friends fuss.
Give no fuck.
I do what I want.
and what I want is you.
I'd say for the moment but that'd be a lie.
A disguise I placed on those I never expected to last.
Instead I find something I never expected to have.
Back.
The problem of course lies in our paths.
Similar in only their destinations.
Separate.
Differences fit us more than our similarities.
Pulling our hands as we try to hold ours together.
Yes, to young to think forever but it never hurt to try.
and we both deny the truth like it never hurt to lie.
When it does.
So life again removes from me a reason to love.
Since I've long fallen out with the lights in the club.
Point them to the stage.
Words on the page.
Say more than what I choose to lead with.
Filling the empty spaces we both chose to leave with.
Indeed it seems that the flaw is in timing.
Yesterdays interwtined between yours and mines
and we both try to hold on to whats getting harder to find.
The farther we climb.
Maybe in the past.
Before we knew what it all meant.
Or the future.
Once we've conquered what's ours.
The sun and the stars will choose to align
or some shit like that.
and the idea of us, could be more than a thought.
for now, I'm just thankful for what's no longer lost.
But found.
Man no longer down.
Just hoping time will tell me if what I saw in the start.
Can exist.
Even if the world wishes to pull it apart.
Thank you for showing me out of the dark.
And helping me find my way back.
To where I last left my heart......

Sweet Dreams........

From Purple:

Salon94’s uptown space is transformed by Rick Owens in his new exhibition, Pavane for a Dead Princess. Owens realizes his Parisian bedroom within the main floor space set against floor to ceiling windows. The standout piece, an alabaster bed, is practically a contemporary interpretation of a religious altar. Like Owens clothing, there is a play between soft and hard — rough surfaces meeting smooth lines. Mink curtains fall from the ceiling and open into a wood and bronze recamier.

I'm just looking for inspiration when the time comes. Think I found it.....

Dopeness ensued......

Diggy- What They Been Waiting For from philthegod. on Vimeo.


Apologies to Jojo, lol. But Diggy Simmons is dope.

Thinkers Thoughts..........

Can I talk my shit again.........

Yes, your boy made it to the finish line. Grand Closing of a grand chapter with too many memories. Now then, let's proceed with taking over the world......

"Picture life with no limits, I'm in it."

Friday, May 14, 2010

We outta here babyyyyy!


We're gone. Outy 5000. New Game. New Players. Closed Chapter. We fight, we struggle, we stumble, we fall. But failure is only if you never bother to stand back up. I've gone through so many ups and downs over the course of these years. I've met so many incredible people that have that changed my life and helped shape me into the person I am today. For better or for worse, mainly for the better. I've been humbled by the past couple of weeks but floored by the past couple of years. To figure out who you are and what you want out of this world is an amazing thing. To know that the door is open for you and to have the means to walk through it is just as amazing. There are so many moments, so many memories that come to mind about this time in my life that its going to need a book to describe. To everyone I've met along the journey and those who chose to walk closer then most, thank you. I know I have a tendency to be an asshole or a jerk or an arrogant bastard but know that I've appreciated every second we got to spend together. I want to apologize to anyone I've offended in my growth, namely security guards, lol. I look in the mirror these days and I can't believe its the same face from 5 years ago. I don't know what the future has in store for me, I just know where my aim is and I'm confident enough to know I'll hit it, my way. I know I haven't really made myself available to talk to many of you but know I that I believe in what we can accomplish. Each of us are incredible, and responsible for what the future looks like, and in our case....she's looking good. Pound sign. Class of 2010. Peace.

Friday, May 7, 2010

Thank you and your welcome....

I just want to say thank you.

For letting me live. For letting me love.

For letting me learn. And all the above.

23.........

I already wrote the "what did I learn" speech on New Years. 22 was an amazing year. I thought we couldn't do it any bigger than 21 but I was wrong. as hell. From the last weekend to this one, it's been one hell of a ride. The thing I'm excited about is the fact that I know we're only going to get better. I make it my goal to be in a better position than the year before and for the past few I've been meeting it. 23 is officialy in your 20's status, and I'm blessed to have made it this far. Thank all you guys for walking with me. We still have a long ways to go, but every year we get better with the directions. I've learned so much in a year since I turned 22. I know 23 has alot to show me as well. Forever.Love.Your.Youth.

Thursday, May 6, 2010

In light of......

Soul-less......

She said "you don't have a soul"

I do, but I prefer to keep it hidden.
So as not to get it roughed up.

It can be sensitive at times.
So I'd rather you not touch.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Friends. How many of us have them......

From ThinkMovement

I've always tried to surround myself with friends that not only are funny, smart, unique individuals, but people who, just by being them, make me a better person. Everyone of my friends has an attribute or something about them inspires me and helps me grow, and hopefully vice versa. The people we surround ourselves with are just as important as the mission itself. I'm grateful for every person I've met along the path, and even more so for the people that decided to walk with me. We're all crazy, random, intelligent, talented, blessed indivuals. It's just cooler with a group. Lol. Much Luv x Respect.

& Happy Bday to that big negro Traxxion. Taurus's run the world.

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Wednesday Night. Be here.......

Come see Rockie Fresh/ Big Homie Doe/ Darnell Williams/ DJ RTC/ and yours trully with the smoking section. Wednesday. I got a feeling. Its going to be a good good night.....

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Attack of the remixes.......

My homie Cass of Smoke-N-Cass just sent me this remix to "Lights Out (Girls 2 The Floor)" Check it out above. Keep sending me your remixes, I'm posting the dopest ones, or if I find a sick one I'll spread it around. Good music belongs to everyone. Much Luv.

Hang this by the door.........


Scott Campbell - "If you don't belong, don't be long"

Trust........

"is like a mirror"

u can fix it if its broke, but u can still see the crack
on that motherfucker's reflection.....